It's funny how we get so jealous of other couples, reading them from books or watching them from movies, dramas etc, when boy, we've got a story just like theirs, but just a little different; ours last forever and it's real.

I've been gifted a boy that's my boyfriend, bestfriend, soulmate and a husband altogether who's 10 billion times better than Edward Cullen. ♥

Mood: Cbf.
Listening to: Such A Fool - George Nozuka.

Well. I don't know when the last time I blogged was but I'll talk about yesterday and today?
Well yesterday was pretty.. wait, yesterday was Friday. Uhhh, got off early to surprise Ben at his school. ^^ Man, he better love me. Hahahha. And later that night, had an awkward phone call with him. I think I should stop there.

But anyway, so I'll just talk about today before I get all deepshit and stuff haha. I woke up in a pretty awkward call with Ben, again, crying for probably an hour, and we were just being suuuuper silly and idiotic to each other. But! It all resolved the moment we hung up! Aren't we silly?! ^^ haha, so then it was all good, and I was suuuuper tired and eyes stung so I had a nap in the afternoon. Woke up at around 5 ish, and decided to play some guitar. Yeah, I've been pretty musi-cale, lately, full playing my guitar that I haven't touched in like half a year, and what do I get from it?
My fingertips hurting ):

But anywho! It's all good now, but yeah, lately, I've been through alot; with school, Ben, family, everything in general! And, I guess I have learnt a lot from it. I just wished I could put it into words though you know? Yeah, not that inspirational today ):
But yeah, Ben and I have been fighting a lot haha, but everytime we get better, we think about it, and just realise how silly we've been. And we talked about how whenever we say those things, we regret it the moment we say it, but we say it so that we can cut each other harder, its like a competition or something! And we're so idiotic and take our relationship for granted whenever we fight, and then we realise how much we've been stupid and should be cherishing! Don't we baby? :) But yeah, it's 'us' though, sooo. Hahaha.

So I've been completely bludge-y the whole day, when I realised I had a whole exercise on Math to do, and 100 pages left to read on my stupid GREAT EXPECTATIONS (MY ASS) novel. I HAAATEEE SCHOOOL. My reports are coming out this wednesday ): FAIL. ):

So, as Ben already said 'you need to be in the zone when you blog' and I said 'welp, I'm prob not in the zone right now aye'. And truthfully to say, I'm not ):
I WAS. But my thoughts got interrupted with Ben's call so blame him xP.

Till when I get something interesting to post,

Ta. <3

Mood: Great.
Listening to: Let This Go - Paramore

NOW! It's been a few days since I last blogged. Well, now that I know at least SOMEONE is following my blog, it makes me feel more committed into making this somewhat, interesting.
For the past few days, I've been indulged in Gossip Girl Season 2 + 3. Yes, I'm late I know. BUT! It's been my life for that past week. And now that I've come to the latest ep for Season 3, I have come across the fact I have a pile of Math homework, Art designing, and.. yes, 100 pages to read for my novel. Excellent isn't it?
Not really. But Vinita, we all know how much it sucks.

Well, so with Gossip Girl taking over me, I haven't been paying attention to Blogspot, Facebook or MSN, yes. WEIRD ISN'T IT? I'm actually getting sick of FB and MSN.

My days at school have been not bad. This and that. Wish I could be more .. into my work though.
On the other hand, with my beloved, things went bad over the weekend. I think, it's best to put it behind us, but let's just summarize that it was one of the worst, and yeah, pretty bad. But! Incase you were wondering, we're good as a pea in a pod. Does that make sense?

Yes, well, it was really good today, (yes I'm going to bore you) we had like a sporadic 1.5 hour conversation around 6:30 - 8. Around 7:30 I decided shower, but kept him on the phone, then spent a really really really relaxing half hour on my bed with a nice cool breeze, a nice choice of pjs (AYE BABY), and a kit kat. It felt really.. heartwarming. I don't know the word. I guess you will never experience, cause you don't have a guy like mine. (: And he's the most close-to-perfect guy you can ever get. (:
I know, we have the most awkward times ever. I know we're suuuuper harsh to each other, cutting each other deeper everytime we fight back, but just like Blair to Chuck : " Because I love you, you enormously stubborn pain in the ass ".

I have come to the conclusion that Benjamin and I's relationship, isn't just like Edward and Bella, but Blair and Chuck, and if you saw Season 2 + 3, you would also agree that they, infact are the cutest couple on Gossip Girl.

I love you Benjamin Kim, "even though you're a stubborn pain in the ass, and I'm a stubborn bitch". Yeah?
Always.

Mood: Somewhat neutral, should sleep.
Listening to: Mad- NeYo


Well. This is a late quick blog due to my mood.. so yeah. I shall do it in dotpoints. :)

• Had an okay day at school today, TGIF!
• Though, bad afternoon due to disagreement with mother.
• Better night as Mom let me to see Benjamin tmrw.
• Going to watch SAW VI with Ben and then lunch with Ben and Mom. :)

WELL YEAH. Today was hella hot was it not? I was meant to see Ben at around 3:30 and he would take me to Redfern but he surprised me by being at my school around 3.
Apparently he got let off early and he came to surprise me.
Hehe, isn't he a sweetheart?

Yeah he is.

Mood: Calm, and have a rush of getting some homework done. But also want to watch Miss Congeniality.
Listening to: Broken - Lifehouse.

Yes. I'm keeping up my blog-ness. If that makes sense..

Woke up uber late today, and rushed to catch the train to school.
Roll call up first, got our new timetables till the end of the year. Awesomeness, I get 5 frees a week. :)
Then had Math, boring.
Software Design, UBER boring.
Art, :D
and English.
If you're sitting next to my lovely friend, Christine, english is bound to be fun. When the bell rung for home, just out of the blue the song 'I Gotta Feeling' by B.E.P came into our heads.

This part:

"Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday, Friday and Saturday Saturday and Sunday"

Little did Christine know, she sang it wrong. Instead she sang it as:

"Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday. Saturday and Saturday Saturday and Sunday"

This was funny to the fact that supposingly, I was singing it with her, and whilst I was singing 'Friday', She sang' Saturday' And she looked at me blankly, and I sang 'Saturday', and she once again sang 'Saturday', and repeated again.

Trust me, it would've been funny if you were there.
It was one of those you-had-to-be-there moments.

So, after that humurous 5 minutes. Julie and I walked to Westfields, full singing the song like that, 'Saturday and Saturday Saturday and Sunday'. It was hilarious. We went to the point of singing it in different volumes, tones, accents. We went to the point where we both admitted we were lame.

Went to General Pants to see if they had my bag. Once again, being disappointed, went to the station to catch my train home.

Went home, and made food, YUM YUM YUM! and now currently sitting in front of my comp with the windows open, blinds open, with the lovely light and breeze coming through; sitting with a cup of warm milk tea, reading the last few pages of Frankie, and talking to my lovely boyfriend on MSN.
All this, with blogging as well.


I'm proud. And satisfied.

Mood: Tired but feeling accomplished. Wish to sleep soon.
Listening to:Fireflies - Owl City.

Well! I'm back. Haha, I'm probably literally blogging to no-one right now. But who cares. I know of one person who would read it. So, I got Frankie Issue 32 yesterday :) WHOOPWHOOP. -dances-

Just what I need for this stressful day.

I had my second 2u math lesson today, can you believe that I actually learn now? Yeah, go me. Whoop.

What else, oh yeah, I pretty much spammingly raged at people today. I give such bad dirties -__-'. Go meeee.
But yeh, maybe its the weather? Idk. Pretty shittttt.
Well, I guess, the whole point I'm blogging is the usual reason: rage + complaining. Hah, I have issues.

WELL. Let's get onto it shall we? I've been bottling up shit for awhile. Well yeah. But anywhos.
So. Year 12 has started. Have started? or Has started. Ah fuck that. LOL.
YEAH, WHOS FEELING THE PRESSURE EH?
Yeah well, I do. Kinda. Not really taking it into my head though, still thinking I have a year its okay. WELL ITS NOTTTTT sighskies. Maybe I should really get my head into that.

WELL! On a bright side, I got my dearest boyfriend to get a blogspot. AND! Noticed my change of my blogskin? Took me awhile. Haha.
Let me link you.

http://www.benskiies.blogspot.com/

OH OH OH! THERE'S THIS AMAZING BOOK RIGHT. AND NOW IT'S COMING OUT IN CINEMAS. BE SURE TO WATCH IT AND CHECK IT OUT!



YEAHH. I'm heaps excited for it. :) Well besides all that, it's been a LOOOONG day. And hopefully I'll keep up with this blogging.



<3

Mood: Cbf.
Listening to: Such A Fool - George Nozuka.

Well. I don't know when the last time I blogged was but I'll talk about yesterday and today?
Well yesterday was pretty.. wait, yesterday was Friday. Uhhh, got off early to surprise Ben at his school. ^^ Man, he better love me. Hahahha. And later that night, had an awkward phone call with him. I think I should stop there.

But anyway, so I'll just talk about today before I get all deepshit and stuff haha. I woke up in a pretty awkward call with Ben, again, crying for probably an hour, and we were just being suuuuper silly and idiotic to each other. But! It all resolved the moment we hung up! Aren't we silly?! ^^ haha, so then it was all good, and I was suuuuper tired and eyes stung so I had a nap in the afternoon. Woke up at around 5 ish, and decided to play some guitar. Yeah, I've been pretty musi-cale, lately, full playing my guitar that I haven't touched in like half a year, and what do I get from it?
My fingertips hurting ):

But anywho! It's all good now, but yeah, lately, I've been through alot; with school, Ben, family, everything in general! And, I guess I have learnt a lot from it. I just wished I could put it into words though you know? Yeah, not that inspirational today ):
But yeah, Ben and I have been fighting a lot haha, but everytime we get better, we think about it, and just realise how silly we've been. And we talked about how whenever we say those things, we regret it the moment we say it, but we say it so that we can cut each other harder, its like a competition or something! And we're so idiotic and take our relationship for granted whenever we fight, and then we realise how much we've been stupid and should be cherishing! Don't we baby? :) But yeah, it's 'us' though, sooo. Hahaha.

So I've been completely bludge-y the whole day, when I realised I had a whole exercise on Math to do, and 100 pages left to read on my stupid GREAT EXPECTATIONS (MY ASS) novel. I HAAATEEE SCHOOOL. My reports are coming out this wednesday ): FAIL. ):

So, as Ben already said 'you need to be in the zone when you blog' and I said 'welp, I'm prob not in the zone right now aye'. And truthfully to say, I'm not ):
I WAS. But my thoughts got interrupted with Ben's call so blame him xP.

Till when I get something interesting to post,

Ta. <3

Mood: Great.
Listening to: Let This Go - Paramore

NOW! It's been a few days since I last blogged. Well, now that I know at least SOMEONE is following my blog, it makes me feel more committed into making this somewhat, interesting.
For the past few days, I've been indulged in Gossip Girl Season 2 + 3. Yes, I'm late I know. BUT! It's been my life for that past week. And now that I've come to the latest ep for Season 3, I have come across the fact I have a pile of Math homework, Art designing, and.. yes, 100 pages to read for my novel. Excellent isn't it?
Not really. But Vinita, we all know how much it sucks.

Well, so with Gossip Girl taking over me, I haven't been paying attention to Blogspot, Facebook or MSN, yes. WEIRD ISN'T IT? I'm actually getting sick of FB and MSN.

My days at school have been not bad. This and that. Wish I could be more .. into my work though.
On the other hand, with my beloved, things went bad over the weekend. I think, it's best to put it behind us, but let's just summarize that it was one of the worst, and yeah, pretty bad. But! Incase you were wondering, we're good as a pea in a pod. Does that make sense?

Yes, well, it was really good today, (yes I'm going to bore you) we had like a sporadic 1.5 hour conversation around 6:30 - 8. Around 7:30 I decided shower, but kept him on the phone, then spent a really really really relaxing half hour on my bed with a nice cool breeze, a nice choice of pjs (AYE BABY), and a kit kat. It felt really.. heartwarming. I don't know the word. I guess you will never experience, cause you don't have a guy like mine. (: And he's the most close-to-perfect guy you can ever get. (:
I know, we have the most awkward times ever. I know we're suuuuper harsh to each other, cutting each other deeper everytime we fight back, but just like Blair to Chuck : " Because I love you, you enormously stubborn pain in the ass ".

I have come to the conclusion that Benjamin and I's relationship, isn't just like Edward and Bella, but Blair and Chuck, and if you saw Season 2 + 3, you would also agree that they, infact are the cutest couple on Gossip Girl.

I love you Benjamin Kim, "even though you're a stubborn pain in the ass, and I'm a stubborn bitch". Yeah?
Always.

Mood: Somewhat neutral, should sleep.
Listening to: Mad- NeYo


Well. This is a late quick blog due to my mood.. so yeah. I shall do it in dotpoints. :)

• Had an okay day at school today, TGIF!
• Though, bad afternoon due to disagreement with mother.
• Better night as Mom let me to see Benjamin tmrw.
• Going to watch SAW VI with Ben and then lunch with Ben and Mom. :)

WELL YEAH. Today was hella hot was it not? I was meant to see Ben at around 3:30 and he would take me to Redfern but he surprised me by being at my school around 3.
Apparently he got let off early and he came to surprise me.
Hehe, isn't he a sweetheart?

Yeah he is.

Mood: Calm, and have a rush of getting some homework done. But also want to watch Miss Congeniality.
Listening to: Broken - Lifehouse.

Yes. I'm keeping up my blog-ness. If that makes sense..

Woke up uber late today, and rushed to catch the train to school.
Roll call up first, got our new timetables till the end of the year. Awesomeness, I get 5 frees a week. :)
Then had Math, boring.
Software Design, UBER boring.
Art, :D
and English.
If you're sitting next to my lovely friend, Christine, english is bound to be fun. When the bell rung for home, just out of the blue the song 'I Gotta Feeling' by B.E.P came into our heads.

This part:

"Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday, Friday and Saturday Saturday and Sunday"

Little did Christine know, she sang it wrong. Instead she sang it as:

"Monday and Tuesday and Wednesday and Thursday. Saturday and Saturday Saturday and Sunday"

This was funny to the fact that supposingly, I was singing it with her, and whilst I was singing 'Friday', She sang' Saturday' And she looked at me blankly, and I sang 'Saturday', and she once again sang 'Saturday', and repeated again.

Trust me, it would've been funny if you were there.
It was one of those you-had-to-be-there moments.

So, after that humurous 5 minutes. Julie and I walked to Westfields, full singing the song like that, 'Saturday and Saturday Saturday and Sunday'. It was hilarious. We went to the point of singing it in different volumes, tones, accents. We went to the point where we both admitted we were lame.

Went to General Pants to see if they had my bag. Once again, being disappointed, went to the station to catch my train home.

Went home, and made food, YUM YUM YUM! and now currently sitting in front of my comp with the windows open, blinds open, with the lovely light and breeze coming through; sitting with a cup of warm milk tea, reading the last few pages of Frankie, and talking to my lovely boyfriend on MSN.
All this, with blogging as well.


I'm proud. And satisfied.

Mood: Tired but feeling accomplished. Wish to sleep soon.
Listening to:Fireflies - Owl City.

Well! I'm back. Haha, I'm probably literally blogging to no-one right now. But who cares. I know of one person who would read it. So, I got Frankie Issue 32 yesterday :) WHOOPWHOOP. -dances-

Just what I need for this stressful day.

I had my second 2u math lesson today, can you believe that I actually learn now? Yeah, go me. Whoop.

What else, oh yeah, I pretty much spammingly raged at people today. I give such bad dirties -__-'. Go meeee.
But yeh, maybe its the weather? Idk. Pretty shittttt.
Well, I guess, the whole point I'm blogging is the usual reason: rage + complaining. Hah, I have issues.

WELL. Let's get onto it shall we? I've been bottling up shit for awhile. Well yeah. But anywhos.
So. Year 12 has started. Have started? or Has started. Ah fuck that. LOL.
YEAH, WHOS FEELING THE PRESSURE EH?
Yeah well, I do. Kinda. Not really taking it into my head though, still thinking I have a year its okay. WELL ITS NOTTTTT sighskies. Maybe I should really get my head into that.

WELL! On a bright side, I got my dearest boyfriend to get a blogspot. AND! Noticed my change of my blogskin? Took me awhile. Haha.
Let me link you.

http://www.benskiies.blogspot.com/

OH OH OH! THERE'S THIS AMAZING BOOK RIGHT. AND NOW IT'S COMING OUT IN CINEMAS. BE SURE TO WATCH IT AND CHECK IT OUT!



YEAHH. I'm heaps excited for it. :) Well besides all that, it's been a LOOOONG day. And hopefully I'll keep up with this blogging.



<3